Rehabilitation is not possible and is not granted through prison reform. Once a person is in the system, the close scrutiny from the public creates chaos for the offender. The TESTS come from associating with others who have never been to prison nor know the horrors. They are the ones who belong in prison to understand emphathy.
Thursday, December 22, 2011
Everyone Will BE ReUnited.
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
How Being Yanked Out Of Your Home By The Hair Makes Women Love Men
In small places, close to home - so close and so small that they cannot be seen on any maps of the world. Yet they are the world of the individual person, farm or office where he works. Such are the places where every man, woman, and child seeks justice, equal opportunity, equal dignity without discrimination. Unless these rights have meaning there, they have little meaning anywhere." ~ Mrs. Eleanor Roosevelt
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Thursday, December 03, 2009
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
A Girl's Reputation In American Society
When the police cannot police themselves and due process and equal justice under the law is so palpably absent, an economical epicenter of the inferno occurs. Visit Equestrian Travel Mall and Legal Services and become a witness statistic to an oppressive society being created through disproportionate punishments. (Because "not knowing" and "I can't remember" is not a defense)
Procedural due process can be stifled in excessive ways. Included here are several methods conducted by Randy Bowman, a former subordinate narcotics sergeant in the city of Napa, California. Now, honorably retired, Bowman was given carte blance to keep this author, Kini Cosma, under observation and surveillance.
Randy Bowman had a disregard for Kini's privacy and the "husband-wife confidentiality privileges" did not apply. He enjoyed using his power to question Kini's former husband about her activities. It never really mattered because within a month of any of her activities, he would send in his spys to rumor-monger. Yes, Randy Bowman was quite the professional.
In his quest for arrogance and control, Bowman persuaded Napa County Superior judges that he was an attorney authorized to practice law in the State of California. After using neighbors, family members, acquaintances, informants and spys to make all work related, recreational, and family activities illegal, he then marched into the jail system using jail snitches to harbor drugs. This way Bowman could hear first hand what the results were for the strip searches in the ladys cell block. Like most men do, bragging was in order and Bowman could have office stag parties that included sacrificed lambs and target practices of their targeted suspects.
Well, Randy Bowman, in his mid-life crisis, was not satisfied so he sent in debtors who he knew would physically fight Kini in order that she cop a plea. He neither wanted publicity to find out the egregious case that demonstrated a pattern of abusive conduct the Napa Police Department was doing to Kini all the years nor did he want her to be prosperous after she graduated from college. Randy Bowman, the law enforcement peace officer, was unable to create an informal redress and could not attempt to provide a reslution. All that he could recommend was that she would never see her children again.
Kini was told through the years by that she has her story so rehearsed it has effected every element of her life. She agrees. After a trauma that pounds your mind like a hurricane Katrina, you lose your ability to find accurate words to describe your defense. In a make-shift kangaroo court, (the justice system has a budget and can no longer allow proper due process), you may need to resort to notes to trigger your memory. The prosecutor can demand you put them away. So, always rehearse your side of the story because your defense lawyers won't!
Randy Bowman-the confidential chronology of events reported.
Monday, October 27, 2008
CIVIL SUBPOENA (DUCES TECUM)
And, you know in the CIVIL SUBPOENA (DUCES TECUM) FOR PERSONAL APPEARANCE part?
What shall I put for the GOOD CAUSE part?
Good cause exists for the appearance of the witness for the following reasons:
1. To prove how law enforcement uses the lowest forms of society to keep a woman incompetent so that she will never see her children again.
2. To prove how the U.S. Government and their reps coddle grown men by enabling them to use women for unjust servitude.
3. To prove law enforcement incite and instigate violence against women because she may be a complaining witness.
4. To prove that the lives of women are undermined and purported to be less significant than men.
5. To prove law enforcement incite and instigate disorderly conduct.
Thursday, June 05, 2008
Can I Have Your Horses When You Go To Prison?
Once you've been slandered and libeled as a sex offender and stalker, you're in the worst of two evils: Criminalization and Psychotic. If you are a thief, burglar, robber, drug addict, alcoholic... you have more credibility to the police if you are a witness to or experience a crime.
As a stalker and sex offender your credibility will not count at all. If you are a witness to or experience a crime, turn your back and plug your ears because any testimony you give will turn attention on you and you will become the target to focus on. It will be extremely difficult because a conviction of stalking enhanced with sex offending will wipe out everything you've worked very hard for all your life and it will wipe out your family and friends: Past and present.
I guarantee you, the world will ignore you as if you are dead. Day by day, the opportunists trickle in. I had a degree in the science of the Administration of Justice before my degree was permanently invalidated by the crime of stalking enhanced with sex offenses. I first noticed how my work was plagiarized when my former husbands' attorney used my legal work to gain custody of our two sons. I battled very hard, but with these kinds of offenses you don't stand a chance at all.
When I was first convicted and sent to prison in 1998, the only stalking cases you heard of was the hardcore Night Stalker, Rebecca Shaffer, and a few of the more gruesome. But, today they make light of, by using the media industry: movie production and TV shows as entertainment to what appears to be from the basis of my very claims. There might be a few twists here and there, but the foundation comes after I had sent countless reports, letters, and other legal documents throughout the U.S. since 1998 screaming 911 and proclaiming my innocence. To date, no one has helped me. And, if and when they do, it will be in ways that you do not want.
When You Go Back To Prison, Can
I Have Your Vehicles?
Speaking as a female stalker and sex offender, running from city to city will become a fact of life. The U.S. Government has been authorized to choke the life out of me. I was exiled to different parts of California until they illegally suspended my driver's license (Many people speculate this action was to prevent me from stalking other females). This illegal action was the coup de grace that ran me out of California.
When California officials traveled to Oregon to subject me to more of their evil, I realized the harassment was never going to stop. Today, I remain the focus of their target where I am being directly and indirectly subjected to more harassment and isolation because I am a Lesbian and I don't want to have to be dependent on and service American men. Regardless of my three invalidated, extraordinary and unique, resumes , U.S. Government officials are more bent on trying to cripple me and cause my early death than giving me the opportunity to regain my life.
The U.S. Government Steals All Of
Your Financial Resources So That
You Are Unable To Prove Your
They know they are harassing you. You know they are harassing you. And, they know you know they are harassing you. But, if you try to tell someone else, that person thinks you are crazy. This is exactly the place where the U.S. Government wants you to be.
When You Go Back To Prison, Can
I Have All Of Your Tools?
The contempt, hatred, and distrust builds up and you think everyone is using you as their butt of a joke. You don't want to listen to anyone anymore because if you do, it will always lead to disaster.
In the five years I have now lived in Oregon, I met one gay man who was like a savior to me. He allowed me to move my horses on to his property. He never judged me, never sexually harassed me, and was sensitive and caring. His little existence brightened up my life and reduced the dysfunctions. I loved doing work around his home and making his little house delightful. Since I love being outdoors, he gave me the run of his yard.
In the summer of 2007, my gay male friend let me fix up a little cabin on his property and move in. To respect his privacy, he let me use the bathroom and the kitchen in the main house.
One day, I came in to use the bathroom and saw his soiled clothing on the bathroom floor. My friend was not sitting in the chair he had basically lived in but was in the master bedroom. I yelled out in the hallway that I was not going to clean up his soiled clothing in the bathroom. Because of the distrust the State of California placed me in, I thought he was pulling a mean joke. I didn't know what to do, so I made a half-way call to 911 and hung-up. The Oregon police showed up anyway and they spent 10-15 minutes rattling my cage. Finally, the police banged on the main house door and when my friend finally answered, my friend stuck his head out the door. The police asked if he was okay. He said yes. And, that was it. The police had not even given him a minute of their time. I went on a labor strike and the core of my soul hardened up because my friend forced me to call the police.
A week later, I found my only male gay friend dead. I do not attribute or blame this misfortune on the Oregon police. Rather, I place it in the hands of California. For if the distrust and contempt I hold of the U.S. Government was not so extreme, my credibility may have been recognized and the hardness and callousness of my soul softened. If the U.S. Federal Courts would have complied with the U.S. Constitution and State and Federal bedrock basic law, my only little, beautiful, gay, male friend might be alive today.
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Thursday, February 21, 2008
Grocery Shopping Is Prohibited
One evening I went to the grocery store to buy some munchies. While I was cruising a lonely aisle, a couple walks in hurriedly. The 6 1/2 foot man leans over within inches of my body space and yells in my ear, "The WACO is doing better today!" Then he leaned over my shoulder and coincidently picked something off the shelf. I turned around suddenly and he said with his pathetic apology, "Sorry. Don't worry I'm not following you!" That's good, I thought, because then I won't have to stoop to your level by spitting in your face. 
As a 5'3" female sex offender on the run, maybe I should register my dog to come into the stores with me so she can bite his balls. Then the only yelling in my ear will be, "Ooooooow!" That way people will have more respect for my body space. It wouldn't be so bad if he were Asian because you can expect Asians to group up in people's body terroritory. But, were talking big white American assholes here. You know, men who know they can physcially man handle women whenever they please.
Thursday, December 13, 2007
The Zodiac Killer Finally Retires
The Zodiac Killer murdered five people and critically wounded two others in Northern California between December 1968 and October 1969. An individual who identified himself with the moniker claimed to be the murderer and frequently corresponded with newspapers in California, in some cases submitting enciphered messages with his letters that may contain some evidence of his identity.
A top notch mystery since the times of Jack the Ripper may have been solved.
A law student from Napa, California, was maliciously prosecuted extending over the International Human Rights Guidelines. While battling for reconcilliation, she stumbles upon and unravels evidence that is eerily connected to the Zodiac. Review the evidence at http://kinispolarbear.wordpress.com/ yourself and see if she has not discovered a lead.
Monday, July 30, 2007
The Set Up
You will witness the U.S. Government rob you of your youth while young Americans get to hump the walls next to your small studio apartment. This is designed by the U.S. Government to aggrevate your physical and emotional senses. This helps to stimulate your sexuality so that the U.S. Government can continue to use you as their human trafficking element for submission as a labor and sex slave and to promote sexual tourism among American men. They hope to show "freedom loving" American men that their fight for America will produce "freedom loving" rewards and bonuses.
If you don't believe me, just check out http://kinispolarbear.bravehost.com where this author has managed to upload proof.
There will be no one to comfort you because the U.S. Government has placed you in such an uncomfortable, vulnerable, situation that you are considered nothing more than a nuisance, without value, waiting to explode.
Since the U.S. Government has robbed you of ALL your inalienable rights and given traits, you will be lucky to have a friend or two. But even they will be used by the police to set you up with lies, report every detail of your activities, conversations, and basically test you with things the police tell them to. This may take massive amounts of taxpayers money so they have to justify it by informing everyone that you are a criminal from hell. You are a criminal from hell because that is what they have turned you into.
If you don't believe me, just check out http://kinispolarbear.bravehost.com where this author has managed to upload proof.
The hatred and rage in your soul will be so intense, that everyday will be ignited by hoping to read about another dead soldier or some other horrible atrocity happening in the United States in the newspaper or meda. This will become your only mechanism for survival because no one will understand the slow manner of pain and suffering the U.S. Government is putting you through.
You'll never believe the media unless you get second, third, and forth opinions from other media sources. This is because the media is only interested in the achievements of men or females from the casting couches of "Hollywood". Or, because the media is being controlled by the U.S. Government and are too cowardly to report the truth.
You will be appalled beyond disbelief, when the U.S. Government allow their police to listen to 3rd, 4th, and 5th time felons before they ever listening to you. They will listen to reformed alcoholics with contorted brain waves, drunks, punks, drug addicts, and persons with a propensity for violence without ever considering a word of communication with you on a civil level. They will justify these actions with, "she might sue me" in order to avoid confrontation.
In order that the U.S. Government doesn't have to waste $300 a day for upkeep on you in their jails and prisons, it is much easier for them to keep you unlawfully detained at your home at $27.26 a day. They would rather waste taxpayer money as with sexism among CIA spies by sending out derogatory information that women who are fired from the CIA are "untrustworthy, lack candor or are unsuitable."
It would be much more time effective and less costly to black-ball their women employees who want to wed and have no chance to defend themselves in person before their firings. This would be, of course, so that the U.S. Government can use psychological and physical abuse to punish their women for having foreign fiances, boyfriends, or relatives like a daddy who wants to place their children on his knee and give them spankings.
Since the U.S. Government has set you up so that you will trust no one, they won't have to worry about wasting money on your health care. Gone are the days when you could afford preventative care and be on "health kicks."
If you don't believe me, just check out http://kinispolarbear.bravehost.com where this author has managed to upload proof.
There will be absolutely no one you trust and every word from anyone will be considered a filthy lie. This is so Security officials at every level will be able to communicate with each other and use whatever control it takes to twist your mind into making an al-Queda style attack. After years of being ignored, disrespected, and trashed, Congress will send anti-terror legislation sparked by 9/11 commission to the president. They believe that by shifting money to high-risk states and cities and expanding screening of air and sea cargo to stave off future 9/11 style attacks will intensify anti-terror efforts.
The fact of the matter is is that the U.S. Government can spend as many trillions of dollars as they want to try and prevent "anti-terrorism" or 9/11 style attacks while failing to realize any kind of attack can and will happen any where, any place, at any time whenever God wants.
There can be no peaceful resolution because it is not possible to break the basic concepts of God's natural laws and fight terrorisim too. It is unnatural and destructive. Unfortunately for the women, the U.S. Government believes with all their evil pride and gender control mechanisms that they can violate the laws of humanity among their own people without reaping severe consequences. They are not preventing anti-terrorism, they are rebelling and fighting against the great Creator and Judge of the Universe! (Mock that Bowman, the jew).
Finally, after the U.S. Government has ransacked all of your belongings and valuable property, you will be forced to forfeit whatever little property you have left. This, they claim is called, "minimizing the damage," and finally results in the breakage of your computer (Trojan Horse found: trojan-downloader.gen). Their heroic policy is to induce fraud, waste, and mismanagement and to obliverate your health at an alarming slow pace.
If you don't believe me, just check out http://kinispolarbear.bravehost.com where this author has managed to upload proof.
The end results and achievements of the U.S. Government: To runout all the disenfrancised Americans so that they flee into the arms of al-Queda members.
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
The Parasite Flush
If you are somewhat on the intellect side, you will find that because the U.S. Government has authorized your substantial collateral damages and asset thefts... Being left with nothing means being left with community derelicts, alcoholics, drug addicts, and other people with low mental acumen as the others will have no respect. NONE. NADA. ZIP. NELCH!
You will realize that drug addicts are smarter than you. You will hate yourself because you start to realize drug addicts knew from the very beginning there was no hope. All the time you spent on your profession will never be acknowledged and all your efforts were have been made in vanity. Regardless, as the Purveryors of False Hope tinker with you, you struggle against all odds while your health deteriorates.
As the men gather together to talk about how many notches each one has under his belt, you, of course, will be the topic of their conversation; How he makes you feel like nothing so that you seek him for comfort in his arms; How no one cares about you; Using forms of petty oppression to make you jealous; Telling you that you are no good for nothing and that he can provide for all your needs; Blaming you for trying to be in control; Blaming you because everything is your fault; Punishing you with threats that you need to be placed over his knee and spanked; Antagonizing you while using money as bait....
This is where Kini's antidote comes in.
Tell him that you want to prepare to cleanse your kidneys. It takes a lot to "wash" the inside of your body and you need to produce a gallon of urine a day! Be sure to start slowly to avoid feeling pressure in the bladder.
After you cleanse your kidneys, you will need to cleanse out the parasites to prevent reinfection. Becareful, because the alcohol in the tincture can make you slightly woozy and you could also feel a slight nausea. Beg him that you need to walk around in the fresh air or simply rest until the regimen passes. How long is up to you.
Next will be the liver flush. Do not be disappointed if you find large stones passing through your feces. The job is to make your liver produce bile. The gallbladder is attached to the common bile duct and acts as a storage reservoir.
You will need to produce at least a half a dozen varieties, most of which are black, red, white, green or tan colored. The green ones get their color from being coated with bile. Some are shaped like corks with longitudinal grooves below the tops. Other stones are composites-made of many smaller ones-showing that they regrouped in the bile ducts some time after the last cleanse.
When the man pressures you about sex, you can tell him that the regimen is not over until you can catch every stone because at the very center of each stone is found a clump of bacteria suggesting that a dead bit of parasite might have started the stone forming.
P.S. Please don't send him over my way. I am now retired.
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
DVD Review: Just Yell Fire
Summary:A 2006 instructional DVD for Empowering Girls to Protect Themselves.
In the U.S., over 4m sex offenders are roaming our streets. Learning to protect youerself against kidnapping and rape could be the difference between becoming a statistic...and coming home tonight.
Chief Brian Martinek discourages walking home from school in isolation and encourages girls to arrange for a partner to accompany each other to/from traveling to/from school/work. He asserts:
- to not bringing ipods, walkmans, headphones, or other valuables.
- Travel together. On the bus, jogging,..
- Vary your route. "A common Theme." Don't give people a chance to know where you are going.
- Go with a partner.
- Do things together.
- Malls are for a variety of predators. If you have to go to a mall, go with a group.
"When you are in an attack situation," a trainer emphasizes when yelling 'help', 'rape', 'I'm being taken', "[p]eople think they are playing so that AREN'T going out of their way to see what's going on. People these days just don't want to get involved. Or they may be concerned for themselves that they will get hurt. But if you yell 'fire', people will notice".
Kini's Review:
Good for teenagers. Be cautious, yelling fire in an open theater (legal case set precedent) was the exception to the rule for the freedom of speech exemption. These days, we have overzealous prosecuting attorneys. If you don't believe me, just checkout
Unfortunately, Kini has a "history of stalking women" and is a "sex offender". So, she cannot associate herself with female partners or male partners lest she is accused of stalking another and another and another. And, males may sense her vulnerability.
Additionally, Kini may not vary her route because her driver's license was deliberately suspended so that the U.S. Government may use her as an instrument to encourage male deviants and other predators so that she will "get use to" a life servicing Amercan men as a sex tourism spectacular.
If you don't believe me, check out http://kinispolarbear.bravehost.com where she has somehow managed to upload proof.
Wednesday, April 11, 2007
A Mother Who Wore Herself Ragged
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It doesn't matter how ragged a mother runs herself down for her kids. People will never give her credit and the government doesn't care either. The more work you do, the more the People enjoy seeing you suffer. The People willfully make a mother crazy so that she will become an unfit mother. That way the child can be orphaned. Unfortunately, the child protective services doesn't care unless the mother is actually brutalizing them. Or, unless the child is white with blue eyes. As soon as you look at someone wrong, you are an unfit mother. That way all the attorneys can make a hefty earning while marketing blue eyed caucasion babies. If you don't believe me, check out http://kinispolarbear.bravehost.com.
P.S. Excuse me. I was always under the impression that men will stick it in any ol' porthole. (Navy saying)
Monday, February 26, 2007
THE ANTS AT "CHOW"
As you waited in line to get to the hall, you could see thousands of women on the compound grounds in single file. All the women looked like ants. I never saw so many women in my entire life. They're hands were everywhere.
When we finally got our tray and sat down to eat, they wanted to pray. Everyone was to hold everyone's hands. I always got out of holding anyone's hand by saying I was Jewish. One time I almost got beatup because an inmate thought I thought I was too good to hold hands.
There isn't much time to slop down the food; 15 minutes. On chicken night it was less. After chow we lined up in single file to go back. No one is allowed to take anything back to their cells. But, inmates did. I mean they took cake, cookies, sugar, chicken...wrapped up in napkins back to their rooms. Guards would do random searchs.
One time, I noticed this little blond chubby girl guard pat down four to five inmates at one time. When I looked back, I noticed that even before the inmates passed her they automatically took out their "contraband" and put it on the ground. Even before she patted them down, the ground was filled with parcels of food. No other guard was that proficient.
No one else witnessed that except me. It seems that when your life is filled with persons of low acumen or alcoholics they never witness what you just saw. They just sit their impervious to life. I had the chance to ask the guard how she managed to have the inmates throw out their parcels of food before she even patted them down. The guard shrugged her shoulders like it just happens everyday.
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Monday, February 12, 2007
Your Tooth Brush and Hygiene Supplies
Women narcotic users have scars all over their legs. It groutesque. We are not allowed to cuff up our knee high shorts for fear that it will arouse the guards. You have to treasure your tooth brush as if it were the last thing on earth. If you are too pretty, other women inmates might lower yourself esteem and humble your pride when you find out that it was dipped in a toilet infected of hepititous and HIV infected, not to mention the tuberculous risk. You may not take your toothbrush with you at "chow" time.
During your menstrual, after waiting in long lines, you may only have a few hygiene supplies. It doesn't matter if you are a heavy bleeder, if you stack up on alot, the guards will raid your room. If you place your dirty laundry under your mattress, an inmate can snatch it and throw it all over the room.
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When I told the "lady" to stop jumping all over my bed, she yelled out the window that I was going to slit my wrist. The guards pulled me out of the room to talk to me. The inmate somehow possessed razor blades that she planted under my bed. This evidence put me in a suicide holding cell, naked, with a little hole in the ground. The lights stayed on all night.
After I survived the holding cell I was transferred to the "general population" where I persisted to file federal claims under the Eighth Amendment of cruel and unusual punishment for the second hand smoke. By this time I was crippled over from what the inmates had done to me and I was unable to "program". The correctional officers placed me in a cell with and for "Lifers" who wouldn't "program". The cell was at the end of a hallway where guards couldn't hear me screaming.
When I was able to get out for an hour outside on the yard, I managed to get a job at the law library. I received an excellent job review and was doing okay at where I was at. Two days after, the claims and law suits that I filed in Sacramento on two counts of Eighth Amendment, cruel and unusual punishment, got back to the correctional facilities. The correctional officers than came to the law library and escorted me to a psychiatrist. The guards locked me in the room with this guy that had a purple polka dotted bow tie and a pin striped shirt. Little beads of sweat protruded from his upper lip. Dr. Creepy told me that I would be transferred to a mental institution.
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Saturday, February 10, 2007
Abandoned Parents
One of the atrocities that I witnessed while in the High Control Risk Prison system of the State of California was seeing senior citizens in a situation posing for little Johnny Tang-A-Lang who was facing long years, if not life. Instead, of little Johnny Tang-A-Lang taking the rap, grandma would. This action would allow grandma to sit in for more than a year while allowing little Johnny Tang-A-Lang a lesser consequence.
The state legislature should really do something about that. I propose a new bill forcing responsible adult children to monitor their elderly parents after a certain age. I don't care if little Billy Tang-A-Lang lives 100's of miles away, if he doesn't monitor his elderly parents behaviors and they get in trouble, then little Billy Tang-A-Lang should be held accountible!
In addition to that I was forced to witness countless women who sat in and took the "rap" for their "man" as well. Most were abandoned by the loves of their life and it was heartbreaking to have to witness that their noble womenly deeds were all in vain.
-Kini-
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Wednesday, February 07, 2007
From On Top Of The Earth To Rock Bottom

Treated like a child, punished like an adult, and "when you get out, you'll have all the friends that you can imagine.""Can I have hers?"

"Yeah. I'll buy her another one."
On "Good Morning America," psychoanalyst Bethany Marshall shed light on what might be going on in Nowak's head. She said mental illness might have driven Nowak to self-destruction...Stalkers, on the other hand, are profoundly immature," she said. "Stalkers are very primitive. They're stuck in a two-or three-year-old's way of thinking.
Friday, February 02, 2007
Self Inflicted Injuries
The first thing after prison is that you want to be honest with some people because if you do not tell them about being a sex offender they will eventually find out. (There are so many community and internet private investigators, not to mention employment related background checks). If you do not tell the truth, people who trusted you will find out and condemn you for not trusting them and lying. You don't have a choice no matter what people tell you! You will not be able to hide such a heinous secret!
If you are like the teacher in Seattle, Washington, who the young, gallant, man married, you will be fortunate indeed that such a young man would be willing to make you an honest woman. Those kinds of events now a days are completely unheard of.
Society and the justice system will leave you with such an external and internal chill that you will not be able to shake it off. You will constantly be so cold that it will feel like not even turning the heater on to 100 degrees will warm you up.
The best solution to that is to smoke and inhale fiber glass. This will give you an infection in your lungs that will cause your body temperture to rise. If you experiment with botulism, you can get your food to decay and that will help elevate your body temperature without getting too sick.
When the community finds out what you are, you will have a lot of men always trying to take advantage of you. As usual, I suggest that you pick your face. That sometimes wards off male predators. But, for the most part, as "betting on the cum", Bill Steppe (a former Navy officer) of Klamath Falls, puts it, "They put it in any ol' port hole". So, be ready to have a bag put over your face. -Kini-





