Pretty soon the thought of food will be disgusting. You will start to resent mom's Jewish home cooking. When you become hungry, will shovel food for the mere sake of shoveling. Nothing will ever sound good except maybe ice cream. It will seem like ice cream is the only food that will soothe the inferno hell in your soul.
When you remember how the families of murderers supplied "Lifers" with all kinds of goodies while in prison, you become nauseous. Days on the dry prison compound concrete with the heat beating down at 100 degrees where a person could not find shade will be in every memory. Walking around in circle after circle while watching the murdererss eating ice cream as my Jewish family penny pinch every lousy cent for the ultimate price: To perpetrate prolonged human suffering.
During the years afterward, I have been compelled to have several gallons of ice cream in my freezer always wondering when will I be subjected to another arbitrary arrest while being condemned to a life of prosecutions. Will I loose all that ice cream? It then becomes a daily battle not to shovel ice cream at alarming speeds.
It won't matter if Diabetes is a family illness and you have to watch your sugar intake. All that will matter is the thought of someone else being authorized by the Jews and Federal Judges of the United States to steal more of your property.
Rehabilitation is not possible and is not granted through prison reform. Once a person is in the system, the close scrutiny from the public creates chaos for the offender. The TESTS come from associating with others who have never been to prison nor know the horrors. They are the ones who belong in prison to understand emphathy.
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